"I wish I could touch you again

I wish I could still call you friend

I'd give anything"

There was a time I thought that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong, I must've been out of my mind
So sad you're hurt, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears, I guess that's why they ain't there

Thank God you blew it, I thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you, so baby good lookin' out

I used to want you so bad, I'm so through with it

Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now

But do you honestly expect me to believe we could ever be the same?

You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance.
Before you go tell me this: was it worth it?

i was never ready for this, trust is my everything and you knew it.

i'm never gonna be that person. one wrong step, and that's exactly where you lost me.

but maybe this thing was a masterpiece

                  till you tore it all up                  

you ruined us

where was that man who'd put blankets over my barbed wire?

I made you my temple, my mural, my sky

but I was begging for footnotes in the story of your life

drawing hearts in the byline

always taking up too much space or time

you assumed I was fine

but what did you do when I

broke free and left us in ruins,

took this dagger in me and removed it

gained the weight of you and then lost it

believe me, I had to do it

was it all in my head? tell me now

tell me I've got it wrong somehow

I knew my love should be celebrated

but you tolerated it

fdm:
I still find songs that reflect the way I felt
at the very end,
hoping one day you'll understand the reasons that I never had
the nerve to say

and isn't it just so pretty to think all along there was some

i   n   v   i   s   i   b   l   e     s   t   r   i   n   g

tying you to me?

some things are meant to be. as you were meant for me.

Thought I found a way, I guess I gotta stay now.

Walkin' out of town lookin' for a better place.

Something's on my mind, always in my headspace.

But I hope some day I'll make it out of here,

even if it takes all night or a hundred years.

Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near.
Wanna feel alive, outside I can fight my fear.

Isn't it lovely, all alone?

Heart made of glass, my mind of stone.

y o u   a r e   s u c h   a   d r e a m   t o   m e

when life gives you lemons
         make lemonade

I've been spending the last twelve months

Thinking all love ever does is break, and burn, and end
But on a wednesday in a bar I watched it begin again
thank you