Stop pretending
'cause we're going down
unkiss me, untouch me, untake this heart
domingo, 29 de julio de 2018
Take your eyes off of me so I can leave, I'm far too ashamed to do it with you watching me. This is never ending, we have been here before. But I can't stay this time, cause I don't love you anymore. Please stay where you are, don't come any closer. Don't try to change my mind, I'm being cruel to be kind. I can't love you in the dark, it feels like we're oceans apart. There is so much space between us, maybe we're already defeated. And everything changed me. You have given me something that I can't live without, you mustn't underestimate that when you are in doubt. But I don't want to carry on like everything is fine, the longer we ignore it all the more that we will fight. Please don't fall apart, I can't face your breaking heart. I'm trying to be brave, stop asking me to stay. We're not the only ones, I don't regret a thing, every word I've said you know I'll always mean. It is the world to me that you are in my life, but I want to live and not just survive. That's why I can't love you in the dark, it feels like we're oceans apart. There is so much space between us, maybe we're already defeated. Cause everything changed me. And I don't think you can save me
martes, 24 de julio de 2018
You should've been there, should've burst to the door with that "baby, I'm right here" smile. And it would've felt like, a million little shining stars had just aligned, and I would've been so happy. Christmas lights glisten, I've got my eye on the door just waiting for you to walk in. But the time is ticking. People ask me how I've been as I comb back through my memory, how you said you'd be here. You said you'd be here. And it was like slow motion, standing there in my party dress, in red lipstick. With no one to impress. And they're all laughing, as I'm looking around the room. But there was one thing missing. And that was de moment I knew. And the hours pass by, I just wanna be alone, but your close friends always seem to know when there's something really wrong, so they follow me down the hall. And there in the bathroom, I try not to fall apart and the sinking feeling starts as I say hopelessly, "He said he'd be here". And it was like slow motion, standing there in my party dress, in red lipstick. With no one to impress. And they're all laughing, asking me about you. But there was one thing missing. And that was de moment I knew. What do you say when tears are streaming down your face in front of everyone you know? And what do you do when the one who means the most to you, is the one who didn't show? You should've been here. And I would've been so happy. And it was like slow motion, standing there in my party dress, in red lipstick. With no one to impress. And they're all standing around me singing "Happy birthday to you". But there was one thing missing, and that was the moment I knew. You called me later, and said "I'm sorry I didn't make it", and I said "I'm sorry too". And that was the moment I knew.
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