we never painted by the numbers, baby

but we were making it count

Don't call me kid, don't call me baby,
look at this godforsaken mess that you made me,
you showed me colors you know I can't see with anyone else.

Don't call me kid, don't call me baby,
look at this idiotic fool that you made me,
you taught me a secret language I can't speak with anyone else.



And you know damn well,
for you I will ruin myself a million little times.

 

Querida Veri del 2006, no lo vas a poder creer.

Taylor, vos que siempre me hiciste soñar en grande, gracias por tanto.

14.04.23

❤️

I will leave my heart at the door, I won't say a word,

they've all been said before, you know.

So why don't we just play pretend,

like we're not scared of what is coming next, or scared of having nothing left?

I don't need your honesty, it's already in your eyes,

and I'm sure my eyes they speak for me.

No one knows me like you do,

and since you're the only one that mattered, tell me who do I run to?

Look, don't get me wrong, I know there is no tomorrow.

All I ask is...

"I wish I could touch you again

I wish I could still call you friend

I'd give anything"

There was a time I thought that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong, I must've been out of my mind
So sad you're hurt, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears, I guess that's why they ain't there

Thank God you blew it, I thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you, so baby good lookin' out

I used to want you so bad, I'm so through with it

Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now

But do you honestly expect me to believe we could ever be the same?

You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance.
Before you go tell me this: was it worth it?

i was never ready for this, trust is my everything and you knew it.

i'm never gonna be that person. one wrong step, and that's exactly where you lost me.

but maybe this thing was a masterpiece

                  till you tore it all up                  

you ruined us

where was that man who'd put blankets over my barbed wire?

I made you my temple, my mural, my sky

but I was begging for footnotes in the story of your life

drawing hearts in the byline

always taking up too much space or time

you assumed I was fine

but what did you do when I

broke free and left us in ruins,

took this dagger in me and removed it

gained the weight of you and then lost it

believe me, I had to do it

was it all in my head? tell me now

tell me I've got it wrong somehow

I knew my love should be celebrated

but you tolerated it

fdm:
I still find songs that reflect the way I felt
at the very end,
hoping one day you'll understand the reasons that I never had
the nerve to say

and isn't it just so pretty to think all along there was some

i   n   v   i   s   i   b   l   e     s   t   r   i   n   g

tying you to me?

some things are meant to be. as you were meant for me.