But do you honestly expect me to believe we could ever be the same?

You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance.
Before you go tell me this: was it worth it?

i was never ready for this, trust is my everything and you knew it.

i'm never gonna be that person. one wrong step, and that's exactly where you lost me.

but maybe this thing was a masterpiece

                  till you tore it all up                  

you ruined us

where was that man who'd put blankets over my barbed wire?

I made you my temple, my mural, my sky

but I was begging for footnotes in the story of your life

drawing hearts in the byline

always taking up too much space or time

you assumed I was fine

but what did you do when I

broke free and left us in ruins,

took this dagger in me and removed it

gained the weight of you and then lost it

believe me, I had to do it

was it all in my head? tell me now

tell me I've got it wrong somehow

I knew my love should be celebrated

but you tolerated it

fdm:
I still find songs that reflect the way I felt
at the very end,
hoping one day you'll understand the reasons that I never had
the nerve to say

and isn't it just so pretty to think all along there was some

i   n   v   i   s   i   b   l   e     s   t   r   i   n   g

tying you to me?

some things are meant to be. as you were meant for me.

Thought I found a way, I guess I gotta stay now.

Walkin' out of town lookin' for a better place.

Something's on my mind, always in my headspace.

But I hope some day I'll make it out of here,

even if it takes all night or a hundred years.

Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near.
Wanna feel alive, outside I can fight my fear.

Isn't it lovely, all alone?

Heart made of glass, my mind of stone.

y o u   a r e   s u c h   a   d r e a m   t o   m e

when life gives you lemons
         make lemonade

I've been spending the last twelve months

Thinking all love ever does is break, and burn, and end
But on a wednesday in a bar I watched it begin again
thank you

ɹǝpuoɔsǝ ɐ soɯɐʌ sou oɹǝd ɹǝʌ uǝɹǝınb ǝɯ ou oƃıʇuoɔ ʎ

ɹǝɾnɯ nʇ ʎos oʎ ǝnb ɹǝqɐs ɐ ɐʌ ol ɐɔunu ǝıpɐu ʎ

𝕀 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕒𝕨 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕘

𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕀'𝕝𝕝 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕒𝕞𝕖